i got

soo much to sayyyy

ughhh dnt even know where to begin

tons of vids & pics i need to upload

ok lets start w/. superbowl wkend

my bby got really sick

soo i ended up only goin out ONE night

for PLIES video shoot

"Plenty Money"

i hve 3 cameo's soo thats a good look

anywaayys;i lost my cord/battery pack for my laptop

soo ima buy another & get a mac pro white laptop

i filed my taxes as soon as i got my W-2

gotta love yo kids

cz they ahh REAL nice tax deduction !

ima buy & invest alot this year

starting w/. our house

which is a bigg purchase especially since were young

speakin of buyin

im tryna convience my husband to get me a new dog

& he better hve it by my birthday !

i want a toy poddle or another yorkie

we already hve 2 puppies that we got Holloween of 08'

but still i want my own dog

he got those puppies for the bby

& i didnt even get to pick them out

he just came hme w/. them

all random & shit

well im bout to wrap this up cz

im goin to see this lady who makes dresses

i need a coustom made dress for my birthday party

only turn 21 once & ya kno i doess it big !

soo much to tlk about;soooo little time

duecessss

today was ahh good day

Soo my whole day has been great no actually PERFECT !

-i woke up @ 10am instead of 5:50am-

thanks to soy milk the bby gets full

& doesnt wake up for his 3 bottles @ nite anymore

went to my skool to sell back sum books from last semester

-seen my guidance counselor & she let me know i hve a 4.0 GPA-

-top that off i'll be graduatin early in march instead of may-

went to the mall & got this dress that i really wanted from Bebe's

-& it was on sale i paid $96 instead of $160-

-found $860 bucks rolled up in the bathroom-

sucks for that drug dealer

booked a trip for me & the hubby to go to the Bahamas

to stay @ the fabolous Atlantis Hotel & Spa

the package included 4nights @ the hotel,2days to swim w/ the dolphins

& all exclusive food & alcohol for only $499 =]

just gotta pay for the boat ride to get to Bahamas

which shudnt be exspensive cz i live on the coast

best thing of all i was extremely hungry when i got home

& ive been doin all the cookin since we got married

-my husband actually cooked dinner for the 1st time in 3 or 4 months-

made sum bomb ass chicken & shrimp alfredo;i LOVE italian food !

-the bby went to sleep @ 8pm usually he doesnt go down till 11 or 12-

-and now me & the hubby are gonna cuddle & go to bedd !-

Best Day Ive Had In A Whileee..

ive been singin; "today was a good day " by Ice Cube

hints the name of this post =]

on an upnote

my family is being overly consurned

i feel fine;im 150% sure the guy didnt see me

b'cz of the position that i was sittin

my brotha helped me w/ kai today

took him to the park while i was writtin 3 essays

he also informed me that his party is an 80's theme

1st thing that came to my mind was

"what the hell am i gonna wear"

i know sum online shoppin will be involved

i might even bust out a Coogi sweater

i'll figure it out !

but whats puzzlin me is how ima do my hair

either wear it naturally curly & buy sum bo-bo's

or straighten it & wear it all flippy type

ive got time to get it all down pack tho

my brotha's actual b'day is on Valentines day

& his party in Miami is on the 28

Now i hve another delimma

my cellular device;my contract is comin to an end

i can either stick w/. t-mobile & get the T-mobile dash 2 or the Sidekick 4

or get At&t soo i can get the Palm Centro

or just get the Centro unlocked soo i can use my sim card

idk yet dependin on how much its gonna cost to unlock the phone

traumatic event

Soo i had a very desturbin wkend

it was actually good

until i went outside to smoke ahh L friday mornin

just got done rollin the swisha

bout to fire it up

then i look up & see this strange ass white guy

wlkin REAL fast @ 2:30am

which is NOT normal in the suburbs

i noticed this HUGE knife in his hand

& i had just turned the front porch light off soo i cn smoke in peace

i was hopin the physco didnt see me

especially since im soo damn yellow

i tried to stay as still as possible

but my damn cell went off & you hear

Plies "Me and my goons"

the 1st part is "i keep ahh couple killah's round me"

haha soo perfect right ?!?

well NOT at the time;id admit i was scared

luckily for me when dude heard my song he started runnin

weird thing was that he parked his car

7 houses down from where he did some major slayin

i got a REAL good look @ him tho

ive always payed closed attention to details

& i got to tell the police

his hair color,height,weight & that he had a silver or beige impala

thankfully the lady who he stabbed 5 times

cud tlk to the police after she had surgery

& let them know exactly what happened

the cops say if i wasnt outside

& called the police when i did

that lady wouldve died

the police hvnt found him yet

but its ONLY a matter of time

they hve strong leads soo im sure they'll get him dead or alive

im doing fine considering the circumstances

i just keep thinkin

damn that cudve been me stabbed or killed

ive been praying to GOD thanking him for keepin me safe

& i know something postive well come outta this

its already making me realize how precious & short life is

i deffinately appreciate breathing

and all the lil moments with my husband & son after this wkend

i just knw there's soo much more im suppose to do here on this earth

with that being said

" ima live my life to please me & ONLY me "

that means doin WHAT EVER makes me happy

more tattoo's,peircings,designs,songs,drinkin & smokin more kush

hell i still gotta smoke that swisha that i rolled up the night of the crzy'ness !

-I just wanna say to anyone reading this

stay safe & become more aware of your surroundings-

ughhh

i swear NIGGAS dnt even care if you married or not

you see i do these networking events; i do them VERY well !

about 2wks ago i did an event for up & coming black business owners

And for those who dont know

im in the process of franchising a fast food restaurant

i also own BARBEE COUTURE® ;which is my clothing line

& im currently considering opening a Night club

F Y I

ive been writtin this blog for OVA an hr now

& ive ONLY gotten this far b'cz

I keep gettin these stupid ass nose bleeds

soo i gotta stop & get a damn tissue & shit

[cold weather does this shit to me]

its annoyin as fck & it hurtss =[

Ok while mingling at this event

i met sum " old head "

who i was tlkin to about my clothing line

we exchanged cards

but I never really exspected him to call

but he did.. yesterday

I missed his inital call b'cz i was takin a nap

today i finally listened to my voicemail

i think he might of gotten the wrong idea

im MARRIED;& i dnt want him

i dnt care that he was a 1st Round Draft pick in the NFL

he's an OLD GEEZER to me

even though he's ONLY 30

im happily married

nigga saw the ring & all

still tryna holla on the sneak tip

ima call him back tho

just soo i can tell him what the business is

im just NOT interested

point blank period

2-1-09

one word

SUPERBOWL

which is in exactly 12 days !

ima be in Tampa & St.Pete that whole weekend

Im goin to alot of parties; thats why im excited

somehow i got on the list for P.Diddy's party

which normal "non celebrity" ppl hve to pay $500 to get in

& im paying NADA !

its great to network & meet ppls w/ connectionss !

im on the guestlist for 3 more parties

thats if i get the chance & dependin on the weather

cz if its cold as fck

im stayin at the same club im at

but yea February is gonnabe a fun month:

-anniversary-

-Valentine's Day-

-my brotha's 26th birthday party-

@ one of the hottest clubs in my miami

-weekend in California-

[And March includes more traveling !]

hopefully i can fill yall in @ least once a wk

soo i dnt hve to make long ass posts

hmm

Sorry Ive been gone for a little while

My husband surprised me & took me to Orlando for a lil get a wayyy

which was very needed !

We had fun even tho it was weird doing something w/o the bby

Soo today i was @ International Mall in Tampa all day

spending way too much money

but i went there to take the bby to get his pictures done

@ sum over-priced studio

the 1st 40 shots Kai was "mean muggin lyk ahh bitch"

he was soo NOT feeling that annoyin ass lady

& her annoyin high pitch voice

i dnt blame him either

she kept calling him Kyle instead of Kai

but the pics came out sooo kute

even tho it did take an 1hr just to get him to smile

it was sooo worth it

i felt bad for him tho he's gettin 4 NEW teeth on the bottom row

soo he's been in pain & hella cranky

Yesterday i went into wrk just for half the day

& i smacked my assitant

b'cz she didnt tell me she got engaged

its a nice ring toooo

she hit her head on this glass box that holds the ax

& i went ova to see if she's ok

when i saw that ring on her finger

i slapped her right where she hurt her head !

I was pretty pissed b'cz she got engaged 1wk ago & was keepin it a secret

when i got engaged the WHOLE world knew

but she's sucha quiet,modest girl

but still thats the biggest decession/accomplishment of your life

im gonna gve her an engagement party

basically a coming out party

for this secret wedding !

ohhh yeahhh we OFFICIALLY hve a MIXED nigga in office

i didnt get to watch any of it b'cz i was @ the mall

but i did tivo it

i dnt feel any kind of emotions

but i think just b'cz i didnt watch it thats why

i just hope GOD keeps him & his family safe

& that he does what he said he was gonna do

online house shopping

SUCKS manneee

i either find sumthing i really lyk but its not in the correct area

or

its in the location that we want & i dnt love the house

somehow i did narrow it down to 5 neighborhoods i lyk

i cnt wait to go & look at them

i know ima end up hvin to get a realtor tho

i CANT wait to be back on the west coast

even tho i live on the west coast in florida

i just miss all the west coast weed i mean waysss

haha

plus my folks out there

this weather been trippin lately

sunday it was 70

last two days its been fcken 30 & 40

lyk wtf sunshine state my assss !

b'cz of this DAMN pink eye

im NOT gonnabe in ATL as planned

for my bruhh J-lie

his CD is gettin released on the 15th

& i really wish i cud make it to support him

but thats just not feazable right now

big up's to him tho

im very proud of what he's done & what his future holds !

ohh yea im lettin my annoyin ass lil brotha

borrow my laptop ONLY b'cz he needs it for skool

& im ALL about education

especially wen he got my momma payin

$17 thou' ahh yearr

soo ima be on this threw my phone

prolly wnt make another post unless sumthing interestin happens !

mannneeeeee

Sooo i went to the doctors monday & i hve DAMN pink eye

[due to a lil grl in my class spreadin her damn germs]

i hve been home & secluded from erri one; includin my family

im hidin out in the guest room cant even be around my son or husband

soo im entertainin myself by internet shoppin,watchin my tivo'd programs and studio time !

wait till my husband see what ive been buyin

haaa he's gonna curse my yella ass out

cz i brought MORE hello kitty stuff

this time a waffle maker & a toaster

[not lyk ima even make sum damn waffles but its kute]

i did get on my job & get his Valentine's day gift

i ended up gettin him a percussion controller

[which is used to make beats;its lyk a mini drum]

its a Roland which is suppose to be a good brand

he better lyk it too cz that shit cost me cashhh

& im NOT tlkin couple dollars

try a couple hundred !

& i ordered the bby sum RED skinny jeans

he's the flyest bby in the WHOLE daycare

he gon'be hella fly once he get his skinny jeans

"fly as hell,swagger right,light skin poppin,he turnin emmm on in pre'school"

lil wayne style !

ima try & get him a lil rocker belt & a wallet chain

hopefully i find emm for babiesss =]

only thing i got for myself was sum make-up

a 68 colored pallet by Coastal Scents

it was only $24 bucks w/. the shippin

which is HELLA cheap

anywho;i got caught up on sum of the shows i Tivo

Gossip Girl's,The Game & The Secret Life of an American Teenager

there all soo addictive'

especially Gossip Girl's

& that Chace Crawford is sooo sexyy

i tell you if i wasnt marriedddd;id be hittin that all dayyy !

Im lucky we hve a studio in our house

it cums in great handy

lyk wen im up till 5am & things pop in my head

i just walk upstairs & start recordin or writtin

im in the process of gettin new exclusive beats

from this new Group called FKI

FLy Kidz Inc

peep there youtube & myspace;dey go stupid hardd !

http://www.youtube.com/user/onpointprod87

http://www.myspace.com/FKiMusic

okayyy i did enough typin for now

be eazzzzyyyy

lettin ya know

im begining to live my life in the public eye again

im ONLY gonna share what i wanna speak on

i hve NO OBLIGATIONS to anyone on the net

therefore I keep private what i want & share what i want

AND PLEASE REMEMBER

- these are just little glimpses of my life -

You DO NOT in anyway know me or will know me threw these blogs

To be able to say you know me

means you actually know me in person

& even then it doesn't mean you KNOW me !

If that makes ANY SENSE =]

Basically the ONLY person who can truly say they know me is my husband

As long as yall understand thattt

we wont hve any problems

just sit back & enjoy the ride !

a lil BIO

I guess i shud formally introduce myself on here huh ?!?

Lets see... im known as Mixed Barbee or baddyellabarbee

these are NICKNAMES that were GIVEN to me; the point of a nickname !

A common question i get is how did i get these names...

& here are the answers

-for ONE im mixed w/. blk,white & asian

-for TWO im considered " badd " b'cz of my measurements

36-26-32

-for THREE im hella yellow

(when i was growing up folks always said i look lyk a barbie)

i just decided to spell barbie differently !

ummm im VERY straight forward & i keep it 100 all the time

unlike sum of these hoes =]

i dnt hve time for the bullshit

I ABSOLUTELY HATE negative ppls & negative energy